10 DAYS IN

It has now been 10 days since my last meal. I am tired tonight but I don’t think that is fast related. I am sleeping well and my behind and belly are evaporating but the benefit is really in the praying department. I can once again hear God saying things to me that my comfort has taught me to ignore. It is scary. He is putting challenges in front of me and I am walking right through them. The challenges are starting to fit like my Dr. Pepper t-shirt (that hasn’t fit me in 7 years) did yesterday. Yesterday, He reminded me of who I am in Him. Why do I cower under His will for my life so often? Why do I continuously deny who He made me to be? Why am I doing squat to spread His message? What am I doing? Where is the trust? Where is my faith? Why do I sit here content?

He reminded me that I am not a servant of Tony Wolf Productions. I am not a servant of Central Christian Church. I am not a servant of Upward or Compassion or First Baptist Church of wherever I’ll be next week, month or year. I am a servant of the Great I Am. I am a servant of the God of Creation. I am a servant of the Almighty, all-powerful, all-knowing and all things possible God! Whew!!! I am stoked!!! Starving Tony has forced me to deny me and acknowledge and remember who He is … and who I am in Him. I’ll check in again in another week or so. Gotta go juice it!